Ayyyyoooo, what is up everyone! I honestly can't remember a thing that happened this week at all. But luckily its all written down though haha. Lately I've been having a problem where I eat a bunch of food on like 2 cups of rice then go do missionary work as my body just shuts down and wants to fall over to process the food. Kind of tuff especially as it's starting to get hotter out but its all good. Anyways, to start out the week I went on exchanges with Elder Archer who is a greenie, and well has a lot of adjusting to do haha. We were in Oyama and got some good work done and saw a good handful of success as well. Later that evening I did one of the weirdest things ever on my mission including cheese, which was super tasty. Anyways after that it was already Thursday where we had some good lessons and had new people at our English class. We invited everyone to church but no one came.
On Friday we were out for like 6 hours straight and saw zero success which was kinda tuff but also just how it goes sometimes. We can get people's contacts and teach them some stuff but meeting again just feels impossible sometimes. I tend to focus on the foreigners a lot here. They are the ones that usually talk to us with actual interest without being scared or just not knowing how to say they arent interested. Anyways Saturday rolls around and we throw an on the spot gyouza party. Ki San one of our Chinese investigators brings a bunch of supplies to our church and then boom 6 other Chinese pull up and our one member friend who is super cool. One of the people there happened to pour a whole bag of salt in the meat and everyone mutually agreed that the qyouza was just absolutely terrible so instead we played some games and the punishment for losing was to eat the qyouza haha. Afterwards we taught them about the God head and prayer. Invited them all to church but no one came.
So transfers happened again haha! I didn't think it would happen but Deholanda Chouro is coming back here and we are running a 3rd together in Kiryu. I'm super excited and we both wanted this so it will be good. He has such a strong testimony and is here to do one thing. I never have to worry about him at all because he is always choosing the right. Anyways for the transfer announcement we all went to Maebashi and watched it together with investigators and it was so crazy. They opened an island and my guy Elder Haffen is going there so that was pretty cool. Anyways I'm really hoping this next transfer is going to be a good one. I've got a lot of hope for what is to come.
However, the weight has been a bit heavy just because of the lack of success seen. I hear stories of crazzy amounts of baptisms and things happening in Japan but never seen anything like that. And if there was a lot of Baptisms in the past the quantity of ward members just don't add up. I've thought a decent amount about it based on everything I have heard and the state of the missionaries in Japan right now are more obedient and hard working then ever. Definitely more then in America but that is also so different and hard to compare. Anyways not just with me but in the zone there are so many people that are working so hard, better missionaries then I feel like I am, Getting lots of people to chruch, finding lots of new people to teach, etc but then no one gets baptized. Kagarisan is our number one progressing person and we have taught her with members the whole time and done, I feel like, everything we can. She is praying about the Book of Mormon and baptism. But still says she doesn't believe. This is the true church I know that because the spirit has told me so. But why can't others feel the same way. So trusting in God's plan for all his children is something I've been working on lately. Knowing that sometimes you can pray for something your whole life just for the opposite to occur. Is that because God doesn't love me or hear my prayers? No, it's because he has something far better for us prepared. As we learned from General conference which has helped me a lot lately is that when those times occur, to look to Jesus Christ, cling onto the rod, don't let go, and trust it. And if you do that you need not fear. I'm happy and have no reason not to be because I know I have a Savior and It's as simple as that. I look at my self and my own persay, "conversation" and realize that it took a lot of work and time. I just want to help others experience what I experienced even if that simply means for them to understand that they have a Savior too. I try not to eat myself away over other people's agency and self weaknesses and failures because we aren't perfect, And we are not gonna be in this life, and that's okay. Sometimes I don't like that thought but, anyways thank you for reading my email!
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